What makes me tick

I know, I know, I know...............another blog entry and you begin wondering if this is real. All I can say is this is a process and takes time.

During a car trip from Alabama to our home in Mississippi my wife started talking to me about several topics and during that discussion she mentioned something about Calvin Johnson (google him) on Dancing With The Stars-DWTS which I saw as an opportunity to discuss our situation. However, what I thought was a moment to slip something in turned out to be her moment to talk about Calvin Johnson and his white female partner on Dancing With The Stars-DWTS. She said she knew I was going to talk about her cuckolding me as soon as she mentioned it and I asked if I was that predictable. My wife stated she knows what makes me tick and wanted to talk.
Anyway, we were watching DWTS' together the night prior and she asked if I noticed how sexy Calvin Johnson looked with his white female partner and did it make me think of her.
I said whenever we are watching an interracial couple together I think about her and wonder what she is thinking. She mentioned how erotic they looked together and how he threw her around the dance floor like a rag doll and the looks he gave her was like he wanted to fuck her brains out. She said she instantly thought about us and was turned on. From there we talked about the usual stuff but we got a little more hardcore than usual.
I explained I was inhibited with her and I was hoping a black man would take things further with her than me. She asked in what ways I was inhibited and I said I can't even talk dirty to her. She said you can't say the word pussy or cock and I said I cringe whenever I do. She then said say pussy which I did, then she said say cock and I did that too, then the word cum.
I told her it just wasn't that but that there were things I've seen in videos I liked but I just couldn't do because I'm not wired that way and was hoping a black man could get you to go further with him than you thought possible. Somehow my wife took over and said like slap my face with his cock and I nervously said yes. She said she understood and added she thought it would be erotic to have a black man with a large black cock on her rubbing her face with it and showing her how big it was. She mentioned his size and her white skin against his black skin and how turned on she got by it. Yada, yada, yada.
She says she has changed since our conversation and really looks forward to when we have more privacy at home because as much as I want this she does too now.